I don't know about you, but if I do "just one thing" before giving God a few minutes, all too often one thing turns into ten, and before I know it "things" have crowded out prayer altogether. Again.
Of course, there are important reasons why some of us need to squeeze prayer into a "To-Go-Box" from the minute we get out of bed. Babies need feeding, kids need to be gotten off to school or schooled at home... but these are not the things that take up my personal time, not anymore. Even when I have a busy day ahead, I can usually grab at least a few minutes to NOT turn on morning news and NOT check e-mail and to instead give that little chunk of time to God.
But do I?
I will just say this: it's a struggle.
Sometimes I long for the discipline of a bell. I long for the accountability of those who will notice if I'm not in my choir stall. Oh, I know my mind might wander if I were in fact standing there, breviary open before me and my mind still half asleep. But at least I'd BE there. I would be praising God, and giving Him at least a chance to whisper... something... to my sleepy heart.
I sometimes compare "the first prayer of morning" to a time when I received an i.v. During preparation for the birth of my second child, I was given an i.v. of saline. Wondering why this was necessary, I was told that it was in case I needed medication administered quickly at any time during the birth. The doctor wanted to have an open vein, ready to receive help on a moment's notice.
Years later, the memory of that came back to me as I pondered the grace of morning prayer. If I pray, even briefly, early in the morning, I am in effect "opening the vein." Once I've begun conversation with God, prayers on-the-go are somehow easier throughout the day. I believe inspirations from God are more easily grasped as well.
At the start of our first monastic day (three weeks ago!), some of us talked about how we fit dedicated time with God into our days. Have there been any changes in our prayer in these last weeks?
Lord, open my lips, and my mouth will proclaim your praise.
"Live on in Me, as I do in you. No more than a branch can bear fruit of itself apart from the vine can you bear fruit apart from Me. I am the Vine, you are the branches. He who lives in me, and I in him, will produce abundantly, for apart from Me you can do nothing." (John 15:4-5)
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